December 2011
3 posts
WatchMy Final Project Assignment for Production 1 Workshop. Story adapted from “Love Language” by the Jubilee Project.
Directed By Julie Paholio
Crew
Camera- Julie Paholio
1st AC- Annakin Paholio
Script Supervisor- Ashley Isidro
Production Assistant- Rocell Cabrera
Hope you like it!
Gaurds.
Wow. Didn’t realize I had built such a resilient wall. I’m having a difficult time trying to bring it down. It’s so thick, I’m worried I won’t hear the likeliness of Love knocking on the other side.
November 2011
2 posts
How we (could have) loved.
Here I sit, my intellectual being captivated by the numbing sensation of your adoration for my inner soul. Your laughter hypnotizes my senses and I’m left week in the knees grasping onto the tips of your humor as your luminous lips reveal that blazing smile that imprisoned my heart at the hour of our initial encounter. My mind mounted on a jetplane and made its way to you meticulously with...
Riding in Cars with Boys.
And for a minute, this heart got reminiscent of that percussive beat representative of a summer’s ardor past. There we were, two souls connected by a chemical attraction caused by a bonafide exchange of a smile. But no physical desirability left an unrequited passion in the passenger seat and a heart quiet in it’s chaos.
June 2011
1 post
A Reprise, Hip Hop.
I wrote this sometime last year and felt it appropriate to post it again :)
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-A Testament to HipHop- HipHop, your words rush through my veins your pulsating beats echo in my chest traveling north into my mind Your incandescent flavor soothes my tastebuds and I can’t find the right rhythm to follow your tempo For your measure is your own and...
April 2011
2 posts
Back to the Future.
I was recently asked if I’d “do everything exactly the same” if I had a chance to relive my life.
The honest answer is I really don’t know. I don’t quite feel compelled to even answer this question because for the most part, I haven’t finished living THIS life. How can I turn around and say that I’d change a few things if I haven’t had a clue as to...
Current Spit.
Some people really DON’T CONSIDER
the consequences of their foolish actions.
FOOLISH actions multiplied by lack of attention
and drive for deeper passion.
Doused by false hope and bitter reactions
their self-serving minds filled with counterfeit facts, no sanction.
I am a friend of lovers and a lover of friends but
I’m currently caught in a chasm of impropriety and...
March 2011
2 posts
Rewound. →
BACK TO THE FUTURE: Irina Werning- Photographer
Teeheehee… this made me smile :D
February 2011
1 post
Let Go and Let God.
GOD IS GOOD. And my heart will never stop singing his praise. I’ll tell you that much.
He is the reason I breath. The reason I still stand. And the reason I continue to stay motivated.
Everyone has their own story… but only those who keep their faith in Him survive to tell it. =]
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I’ve been having this reoccurring dream that I get into a car...
December 2010
2 posts
Love, Unexpected: Falling Out.
It’s been a while since I’ve felt this particular feeling. It seems as though the butterflies have fluttered its way to my chest and the simple mention of a name gets my heart pumping… again. And so, I write on this matter— like I do all things that plague my mind…
The reality is— I don’t want to “FALL” in LOVE. Because nothing good comes out...
November 2010
2 posts
Optimism.
Here are the things really worth caring about in your 20s. When you’re 25-ish, you’re old enough to know what kind of music you love, regardless of what your last boyfriend or roommate always used to play. You know how to walk in heels, how to tie a necktie, how to give a good toast at a wedding and how to make something for dinner. You don’t have to think much about skin care, home ownership...
September 2010
2 posts
“I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can...”
– Marilyn Manroe
August 2010
10 posts
"Grasp"
Sometimes, all we need is a space for ourselves.
To clear our minds and think— even out loud.
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Lights fade and I find myself standing still
Wanting to be surrounded by the darkness
A familiar...
Lessons Learned.
A better friend.
A better sister.
A better daughter.
A better lover.
A better leader.
A better follower.
A better listener.
A better confidant.
I want to be a better person.
Today I faced most of my problems— and I was left w/ the same realization time and time again that everything and everyday are lessons to be learned. Sometimes, we just have to shut-up and listen.
Full Circle.
Many times during the day, I find myself daydreaming of going somewhere far far away.
By the end of it, I find myself following my heart back home to Delano.
Sometimes maybe our hearts already have a plan for us? Just gotta walk beside it and figure out if it’s the right one.
In Retrospect.
I don’t blog as often as my mind want’s to anymore.
I don’t accept love as easily as my heart used to anymore.
I don’t act as optimistic as my spirit expects me to anymore.
I don’t sing as loud as my voice can carry anymore.
I don’t draw and/or paint as creatively as my skills could handle anymore.
Perhaps sometime this past year, I lost my groove.
...
July 2010
5 posts
God is Amazing.
3 Beat Measure.
I found a stethoscope today and decided to listen to my heart beat.
To my surprise… it sounded irregular. And all I wanted to do was cry.
My heart finally got attention from me, and it took that opportunity to tell me secrets it has been keeping locked up. Secrets I’ve been too busy to remember. The rhythm was so unfamiliar… I barely knew who’s heart it belonged to. Every...
FB stole your BF.
I just dont get it:
- why some people post very personal things on their FaceBook status updates. It’s like Face Book has become everyone’s confidant— whatever happened to calling your best friends to have vent sessions with? I’ll admit I might’ve been guilty of it once or twice in the “earlier days” of status updates, and I hate to sound...
Surrealism.
Be optimistic, passionate, and ambitious….
but just don’t forget to be realistic of your time and capacity.
I often get so excited about a new project,
I forget to stop and think if I can handle another large load.
But either way… THANK GOD for all these great local opportunities! Life’s a learning process, and I’m glad I’m still growing =]
June 2010
2 posts
A Passage on Love.
A beautiful passage my wonderful Mentee shared with me:
“Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it...
Recyclable.
Turns out my mind is completely cluttered.
Almost everyday, I come up with something to write about… something extraordinary… almost life-changing.
But when I finally get down to blog about it— My mind runs blank.
Served, story of my life.
(Ps. Is it just me, or does the spelling of Recyclable make you feel sort of awkward too? lol)
May 2010
2 posts
Normal Childhood?
Never realized how hilarious/ridiculous my childhood was until I say it out loud.
I always assumed it happened to everybody.
Like chilly mornings when kuya would pull off my blanket and clog my nose and mouth with his fingers to wake me up…. I was (and still am) a heavy sleeper.
Like pretending to be a mannequin in front of my house whenever I’d get home after school in hopes that...
March 2010
2 posts
“Great minds discuss ideas; Average minds discuss events; Small minds discuss...”
– Eleanor Roosevelt (via feroshh) (via j0anne)
I JUST NEED TO SHUT-UP.
I AM NOT GIVING UP ON MY FUTURE.
February 2010
10 posts
Hobby vs. Profession
I don’t know how it came about… but I stumbled upon a FB note some public figure (in the Hip Hop Dance World) named April Rodriguez wrote that hit a lot closer to home than I expected.
In her note, she writes about Hobby vs. Profession… and pretty much, she expressed almost 90% what I want to. So instead of me trying to create a similar post, here’s hers:
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guess who… =) why did you leave me soo soon?!
Haha, I honestly have no clue… but I’m thinking you’re an awesome friend from Los Angeles? Particularly UCLA? =]
And… I had to leave.
To take time to figure out where else my heart wants to take me.
It was hard… leaving it all behind.
BUT… if WHOEVER YOU ARE is still my friend and still...
Maid of Honor Speech
You know… a common theory that my friends share about being in love is that when you’re in love… suddenly you’re almost physically incapable of doing anything…. your heart skips a beat, you lose your breath, you feel weak in the knees….
but I personally believe it’s the exact opposite…. being in love shouldn’t make you feel like a piece of...
Reason why families have lots of children in the...
ME: Daddy, why is it that a lot of the families in the Philippines have lots of kids?
Dad: Cos der's no Telebisyon ober der... nathing to do.
ME: HAHAHAHAHA. Really? Lola's house must've lacked electricity.
New York, I’m still waiting.
“Do today what others can only dream of doing tomorrow.”
Bangs of Fortitude
Yes, you read correctly: BANGS.
It’s been almost 2 years since that eventful morning that lead me to cut my bangs. Now this ceremonious event of “cutting bangs” may not have any significance to you whatsoever… but let me tell you that it did to me and in fact, has changed my life.
But before I continue to ramble on, let me just tell you now that this isn’t a blog...
“Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate, but that we are powerful beyond...”
– Marianne Williamson (However, it is often attributed to Nelson Mandela)
A Testament to HipHop
HipHop, my blood rushes through my veins your pulsating beats echoes in my chest traveling north into my mind Your incandescent flavor soothes my tastebuds and I can’t find the right rhythm to follow your tempo For your measure is your own and my rhythm mine but likewise we match Filling a gap in this mentality that destiny has revealed to have always been yours It’s...
January 2010
11 posts
1 tag
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What’s your idea of a great adventure?
Being a hopeless romantic myself… I’d say Falling in love and the life that follows after =]
Ask me anything